


I'm Louise (but you may call me Lou).
I started writing to leave a mark in case I don't survive. Now I write to live.
What do you need today?
"Holy shit, I'm alive. We take this aliveness for granted, unaware of what is required to maintain it."— Holy Shit, I'm Alive
"Facing my mortality has revealed how much of my life I spent curating myself into smallness. Living now has become my spiritual practice, my rebellion."— Life is not empty
"There is nothing you can say that will solve it. But, there is much you can say that will keep someone company inside of it."— Fixing the Unfixable
"I hope I can find the beauty. I pray to surrender in wonder and keep my eyes open to what life wants to show me."— How do you know what happens to you isn't good?
"I wept from the strangeness of return. From the terror of starting anew. From the defiant choice to love this life anyway."— The other side of grief
"I'm learning to stop grasping for control and lean back into complete free fall."— Embracing Free Fall
"I am not dying from this. But it's given me some peace to think that we are all on a path toward death, that we build beautiful lives that dissolve into beautiful nothingness."— Cancer Meditations
"I want to create a place where mortality and joy sit side by side."— The Live Now Club
"Ultimately, there is no one on the planet who can love me better than I can love myself."— I Love Lou
"Every day, I return to this moment, wrestling with the humbling truth that binds us together - both small and scared, both fighting fiercely against the tide."— Threads of Survival
"I hope I go like the fig, sweet and full, bursting at the seam, feeding whatever comes next."— And still the figs ripen
"I dream the sleep that sleeps in me. The lie lies still. Awake within. Who dreams this dream?"— The Butterfly Dream

Notes on randomness, beauty, and the next wave
Would you go through this all again for what you've gained?
Read →Mortality and joy, side by side.